Whoa my mood picked up. Sleep seems like it sometimes acts as a "reset" button - I pass out and wake up and I feel different. Sometimes, sometimes not, I guess, but today it was sometimes and I woke up with a kind of intense focus. I've been working on a big Norman x Coulmier piece for something like fourteen hours now. The pencils for Norman's ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the worst. I don't even know what triggered it, but I got hit with some of the worst depression I have had in a long while. All breaking down in tears because why the fuck not. And then I passed out either on the desk or on a different chair, eventually woke up long enough to drag my sorry ass to the couch and passed out there for ( Read more... )

Yesterday was almost entirely overwhelmed by dealing with the dickbutts at NSCC, who couldn't decide whether to accept my bank statement or not. The latest is that my application is being processed and I will not be deferred to summer quarter. Which is lovely, but it took five hours and four phone operators to tell me that.


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Stayed up all night. Too much coffee, never sleeping again, want to draw.

A brief search of the internet reveals that Harry has one of the worst fanbases ever. I mean, granted it was dA, but there was very nearly no good stuff there or anywhere else to balance it out, and so very much of the bad.

Going to the London Graphics Center for paper now. ( Read more... )

So, because it's 0224 and I'm feeling introspective, here's a quick update about my priorities and where I am in my life right now.

Pretty much my main goal in 2011 is to get at least one exhibition going in London and sell some stuff. The main thing I want to do is exhibit at my mom's cafe in London. The business-minded part of me thinks this ( Read more... )

So today was my first ballet class! I didn't go back to the place that cancelled - their schedule changed again and it was all confusing, so I googled for more places, and I found somewhere that only involves one bus and is two dollars cheaper per class. It was such a good decision. This little studio - Belltown Ballet and Conditioning - is small ( Read more... )

A few days late, but it took me kind of a long time to get everything I wanted to say straight in my head. This is my new years' post for 2011, no cut because I don't like to hide things I mean, but be warned that there is emotional content below.

2010 was a horrible, dark year for me and right now, I still feel like there's no part of it I'd like ( Read more... )

Today? Today was lame. I was supposed to have my first ballet class. I took the bus downtown, taking one that went to a slightly less convenient bus stop because I figured it wouldn't make any difference once I caught the second bus, and the first left ten minutes earlier ( Read more... )